It's easier for me to write on paper,
The words are stuck in my throat...
They don't want to come out,
Because I want to scream and everyone to know
How much I love you and I'll remember always
Every single moment we spent together...
I am sitting in café and drinking cappuccino
There is a couple there right at front of me
They look so happy like we were three months ago
And what changed now? One week ago, or you, or me?
Or truth about illness; I cannot figure out what to do?
Wherever it is, it won't change my feelings for you
Baby, I still love you.
I so much regret about wasting time
You know how short is life
You know how unpredictable it is
We may be here now, who knows tomorrow?
No one knows but there is some beauty there:
To enjoy every single moment that is given us
And I think we did.
I want to scream, I want to cry,
I want to drive right after you,
I didn't want you go
I want to go with you
Wherever it takes I want to be there for you
Today and always.
So much I didn't say
So much I didn't do
So much time I wasted
So many mistakes I did
I can't change my past
But I can build my future
I want you to be part of it
To be with me as long as you want
I am a little sad today: you’re gone,
You took with you my heart and soul,
Those short three month is not enough
To say and do what I feel
I still regret of wasting time
And not being with you every night
In your bed, in your arms and falling asleep with your hugs.
To be close to you as much as I can.
I still love you, baby.