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Mystery Magazine Courage Says Its Prayers Copyright © 2001 Cathy Barrett. All rights reserved.
Mary heard the scream in her sleep. It
woke her. She raced down the
long hallway to her daughter's room. It was impossible to see in the dark,
but by memory and maternal instinct she reached her bed.
Mary sat on the edge of the bed and put her arms around her.
Joyce would be nineteen next month, but she would always be her baby. "It was
terrible!" Joyce said, trembling in her mother's arms.
"I was sound asleep and all of a sudden I was awake.
I thought you were in the room because I felt like -uh- like a
presence. Then I saw this man
standing at the foot of my bed; a large man with a big hat on.
I screamed and then it just faded into a moving light."
"It's
okay. I told you before, it's
just the ghost of Uncle Jack." "Yeah,
that's a real comfort!" "Your
Grandma always said this house was haunted." "Can't we
sell this place and move? It's
awful being scared all the time." "The market
is bad right now. I need to get
a good price on this house, then maybe we can buy that condo by the ocean.
We'll have to hold on for another year at least." "And
I hate this town, too. It's for
farmers and hicks." Mary thought Millis,
Maine was a wonderful town, so
beautiful and far away from the city with its noise and crime.
"I
was born here," Mary said. "There's nothing to be afraid of.
Remember, Grandma used to tell us about Uncle Jack?" "No.
I probably blocked it out." Mary
turned the light on and took her daughter's hand. "Right after
the war, Uncle Jack came to visit Grandma and her family. It was tragic. Uncle
Jack lost a leg in combat. My
mother said she guessed he couldn't accept it because he hung himself in the
cellar. That friend of mine who reads Tarot cards told me that if someone dies an untimely or tragic death, it may
leave a place haunted. Now I
know Uncle Jack wouldn't hurt us." "I don't care
if it's Uncle Jack, Uncle Miltie or Silas Marner.
I'm going back to the university.
You won't see me until you have a new address." "After
all I've done for you." "Don't
start the guilt trip. I can't
stand it." They both heard
the sudden noise, like the sound of a door being slammed hard, then a
thumping sound on the stairs. "Oh God!
What's that?" Joyce shouted, embracing her mother and closing
her eyes. "It's
just him up to his old tricks," she told Joyce reassuringly. *** They both slept
late the next day. Mary woke at 10:00.
She looked out her kitchen window while she filled the coffee urn and
smiled. The temperature outside
was 10° below, but it was a beautiful morning.
Joyce
didn't come down to the kitchen until 11:30. "Morning,
dear," Mary said, kissing her daughter on the cheek. "Morning." "I
was just making breakfast." "No
breakfast. I've got to run. I have a class this afternoon." Mary
turned to look at her daughter and saw that she was ready to leave. Joyce grabbed a
few of Mary's homemade biscuits and threw them in her backpack. "You'll
be back next weekend?" "I meant what
I said last night. I'm not
coming back to this house to be terrorized." "I miss you
so much during the week. I look
forward to the weekends." "I'll
call you in a couple of days." Joyce said, turning to leave. "Let
me walk you to your car," Mary said, taking her daughter's hand. "It's
freezing outside. Stay inside
and stay warm. By the way, I
can't stand your new friend, Elsie. What
a weirdo." "Elsie has
been such a help to me. I know
she's a little strange, but people can't help the way they look. She had polio during her childhood -- that's why she
limps." "Ugh!
She gives me the creeps -- that hoarse, squeaky voice of hers, her
huge hands. That wig she wears that's always crooked." "That's
cruel. Elsie had cancer five
years ago. Her hair never grew back after the chemo treatments so, of
course, she has to wear a wig, although I do wish she'd get one that
fits." "Okay,"
Joyce said, sighing with frustration. "Gotta
go. I love you, you know." "And
I love you! Have a good
week." Joyce kissed her
mother on the cheek and climbed into her brand-new Corolla, bought by her
mother from an inheritance. Mary was just
going to lock the front door when she saw Elsie limping towards the house.
As Elsie made her way up the snowy incline, she remembered the first
time she met her. It was at a
church breakfast about three months ago.
Elsie was new in town. She
was dressed in a ratty black coat and Mary took pity on her.
Later, when she got to talking with Elsie and she related the
tragedies of her life, Mary immediately put her on the Church Supper
Committee that she chaired. She
was a firm believer that work and giving to others was a great way to forget
your own troubles. "You're
early," Mary said, smiling at Elsie. "Thought we'd
get cookin'. They're expecting
snow, so I thought I best come before it started." "That's fine.
Come in. I have fresh
coffee and breakfast, too. Joyce
had to run." Elsie
limped her way to the large captain's table.
"Two
sugars and lots of cream, right?" "Yes,
thanks." "I'm so
grateful for your help," Mary said as she set down the cups. "And I'm the
one's grateful meeting you, being a stranger in town. You're such a good person.
You do so much for the church." "Well I try,
but it's nothing really. I give
them old sheets and old clothes. Just
things I was going to throw away." "But you
think of others, that's what's important.
Look what you're doing now?"
said Elsie. They were preparing food for the church supper. "With your
help, don't forget. And the
cornmeal and ground beef were
donated by the general store. All
we have to do is put it together." "I know it's
none of my business and I hope you don't take offense when I ask you
this...” Elsie said as she looked at Mary with a critical eye, taking in
the coiled bun of brown-gray hair that Mary rolled up each morning, and her
sensible framed glasses that did not lend much to her sparkling hazel eyes.
"Not at all. Go
ahead." "Well, I
can't help thinking how pretty you'd look with a little makeup, and perhaps
a brown rinse in your hair. Why I'd even love to see you wear your hair down
once in a while." "I guess I
could fuss more with my looks, but what for?
I'm certainly not looking to meet anyone. I'm too set in my
ways." "It's
certainly up to you," Elsie said, nodding her head with understanding. "I know
it's hard to believe, but there was a time when I was young and perhaps a
little daring," Mary said. "I would never
leave the house without makeup. One
year I even bought a red dress and wore it to the Sunday church dance. That's where I met my husband." Elsie
moved closer. It wasn't often
that Mary shared personal things. "You should
have seen him. He was so
handsome; he literally swept me off my feet.
We married, and nine months to the day, my daughter was born.
It had some people counting, I'm sure." "What
happened to him? "He deserted
us. Joyce was five months old
when he left," Mary said softly, her eyes growing misty as she
remembered. "But
why? I'd say he was lucky to
have such a wonderful wife." "Who
knows? I'm sure it's for the
best." Elsie, sensing
that Mary was ending this conversation, looked down at the wonderful food on
her plate. Mary watched Elsie as she wolfed down the bacon, eggs and home
fries, and she could see what her daughter meant.
There was something strange about Elsie; something out of place.
Her nose was red and bulbous. Her
head seemed too big for her body.
Something. She quickly came
out of her musing when she suddenly noticed Elsie staring at her in a
strange manner. "I just love
this house," Elsie said, breaking the uncomfortable silence.
Elsie glanced around the kitchen, her gaze taking in the large spice
rack, the pretty café curtains, the dish towels neatly folded, the kindling
wood in the bin by the door, the large shiny ax hanging right above it.
"Everything in its place," she declared. "My mother
died last year, leaving us this house.
It's a big old barn, but it's something.
The only problem is..." "What?" "Well -er-
I hate to even say this. You'll
think I'm touched, but –uh- I
think it might be haunted. "Why?" "At night,
you see, we'll hear cabinets slam and things crash to the floor, though I
know I shut the house tight before we went to bed. Then sometimes we hear
footsteps on the stairs." "Good
heavens, I'd be terrified." "At first I
was, but after investigating several times, there was nothing there.
Then I remembered my mother telling me about Uncle Jack.
You see, he hung himself in the cellar.
Like I was telling my daughter last night, they say a place is likely
to be haunted if someone meets a tragic death." "Oooh!,"
Elsie exclaimed, shuddering in spite of herself. "When I
solved the mystery and I knew it was just a family ghost, it didn't bother
me at all." *** After helping Mary
cart the food to the church supper and setting it up, it was dark when Elsie
got home. As soon as she
unlocked the door to her little one-room apartment, she immediately turned
the heat up on the radiators. She
sighed with weariness as she removed her wig and opened the medicine cabinet. She removed the bottle that was labeled in large letters,
THORAZINE. One
pill left, but I've been feeling
fine. She gratefully
climbed out of her clothes and put on a big flannel nightgown.
I'm so tired. I ate too much chili and cornbread. She took the pill with a little water and climbed into bed.
Strange dreams plagued her mind.
She was at a dance with Mary. Mary's
face was aglow with makeup and she wore a red dress. Mary willingly climbed
into her arms and they danced to a beautiful waltz.
*** Mary's breath came
in short gasps as she loaded the trunk of her car with groceries.
She wasn't happy this morning when she realized she would have to go
into town on one of the coldest days of the year, but she wanted to stock up
the refrigerator and pantry in case Joyce came home this weekend.
It was 12° below, with blizzard-like conditions forecast for the
afternoon. She then remembered the carpenter tacks and varnish she
wanted and started walking to the hardware store.
As she was passing the station house, she met Sheriff Foster just as
he was going in. They had gone
to school together. "Mornin’,"
Sheriff Foster said, tipping his hat. "Hi!
Doing my shopping early. They're
forecasting that blizzard for this afternoon.
It's colder today than I've ever remembered. Don't you think?" "You of all
people know how winters are in Millis," Sheriff Foster said, chuckling.
Sheriff Foster
grabbed the mail from the mailbox by the front door and brought it to his
desk. "Mornin’.
I just made coffee," Steve said as he handed his boss a cup. "Thanks." "What's
on the agenda today? "Not much.
I'm gonna go through the mail and work on the budget.
I have to deliver it to the town commissioners by tomorrow.
I put in for a raise for you,"
"Hey
thanks," Steve said with a big grin.
"I'm gonna run next door and get us some Danish." That's the last thing in the world you need, Gerald Foster thought
as he watched his three-hundred pound deputy walk out the door.
Gerald worked on
the budget while Steve tinkered outside in the garage with the one police
car the town afforded them. When
he looked up at the clock, he couldn't believe the time.
It was already noon. Steve
was sitting at his desk filling out a traffic report.
Gerald picked up the Most
Wanted posters and started going through them. "Take a look
at this," he said as he passed Steve the poster of Jack
Morris. It says there that
he escaped from Pineland State Hospital.
That's just ten miles away."
"Don't look
like much to me," Steve said as he looked over the poster and passed it
back. "You
never know with these psychos." "Er-ah-do
you mind if I leave early today?" Steve stuttered. "'Course not.
Nothin's happened in this town since Horace Murphy tied one on two
years ago. The holding cell's
been empty since." "Well,
thanks. My son's got this band competition.
He plays the flute? Poorly, I'm afraid.
Have to drive him to Bennett High School.
That's over thirty miles away." "Okay.
Tell your son I hope he wins." "Thanks.
If you need me, just call." Gerald watched
Steve as he left the station house. He
walked in the back and sat down in the big easy chair to eat his lunch and
watch television. He saw that
“The Sonny Gibbs Hour” was on.
The toupéed Sonny annoyed him, and he was just about to switch channels
when Sonny began talking about the escaped patient from Pineland State
Hospital. "We're going
to talk now with Dr. Manville, one of the head psychiatrists of
Pineland," Sonny announced to the audience. "Now,
Dr. Manville, tell us about Jack Morris." A photo of Jack
Morris flashed on the screen. Gerald Foster checked the poster on his
desk; it was the same man.
"Well, usually patient records are
confidential, but being that everything came out in the trial transcripts, I
can talk about this. To answer
your question, his psychosis includes DID." "Doctor, can you please explain that in lay
terms?" Sonny asked, chuckling along with the audience. "Sorry. DID
is Disassociative Identity Disorder. It's
a disruption in the usually integrated function of the consciousness,
memory, identity or perception of reality.
Jack Morris's psychosis might be described as intermittent explosive
disorder. Without medication
there are episodes of failure to resist aggressive impulses that result in
assaultive acts." "Would these
assaultive acts include murder, Doctor?
I mean that orderly was hacked to death, wasn't he?" "Err-yes,"
the Doctor reluctantly agreed, thinking of the ongoing lawsuit against the
hospital from the orderly's family. "On
the other hand," the doctor continued, "this particular patient
may display a glib, superficial charm and be quite social and verbally
facile." "What
causes this illness, doctor? Is
it genetic?" "It's a way
for the brain to tear apart the memory of a traumatic event in order to
survive the situation. In
Jack's case, there was terrible abuse from the mother." "What kind of
abuse? Sexual?" Sonny
asked hopefully, thinking of his sagging ratings. "The mother
was a religious fanatic. She
caught Jack -uh- touching himself as a boy.
She poured scalding water on his - his private
parts. Now this trauma may
be put so far back in the subconscious that it is perceived as being
forgotten by the victim. However
the body sensation may still be present and may be experienced from time to
time. The explosive behavior is precipitated by a great deal of
tension or arousal." "Well,
doctor, it's been six months since his escape. Do you have any idea where he
might be? "He
can be anywhere. He is a master
of disguise." Gerald Foster
turned the TV off and took two aspirins.
He wasn't concerned. The
town was as quiet as a tomb. He'd
know if a stranger was milling about. The phone rang.
He picked it up and grimaced when he heard the voice on the other
end. It was Miss Hansen.
He knew her well. To him
she was your typical man under the bed
spinster. She called the station at least twice a week to report strange
sightings and happenings. Everyone, including him, knew that she drank.
"Yes,
Miss Hansen," Foster said, trying not to sound annoyed. "I
saw him, I saw him go into the woods in back of my house."
"You saw who?" "That
man they showed on television. That Jack Morris." "Okay,
I'll take a look." "Well,
be quick about it, "she slurred, "I'm scared." Gerald hung up the
phone and started to get that feeling he sometimes got in the pit of his
stomach when things didn't feel right.
The feeling that most men who worked in the law would understand. Maybe it was just seeing that poster of Jack Morris and then the television show, but he wanted to check things
out. He put on his leather
jacket, and climbed into the official car.
He turned the siren off, but kept the blinking blue light on.
*** Almost a week had
passed and Mary had not heard from Joyce.
Just then the phone rang. "Hi,
Mom." "I'm
so glad to hear from you." "How's
everything?" "Well, to
tell you the truth, I'm tired. The
ghost has been pretty active this week," Mary said, remembering waking
up last night and feeling a presence in the room.
She shuddered when she thought of the icy chill that filled the air,
and recalled the moving light spinning in front of her.
"Now
that's comforting to hear." "I'm
sorry. I know how that upsets
you." "Don't worry
about it. I'll be home
tomorrow. I'm bringing a friend
-- someone who's interested in sixth sense things.
He's dying to meet our ghost." "That's
wonderful. I'll make my pot
roast." Just as Mary said
goodbye, the doorbell rang. She
opened the door, and was surprised to see Sheriff Foster. "Hello.
Come in," Mary said, holding the door open.
"Can I offer you some coffee?" "No thanks.
Just came by to check with some of the people in your area. I'm sure
it's nothing to worry about. I
mean six months have gone by. He's
probably clear out of this area by now." "What
do you mean?" Mary asked. "Patient
escaped from Pineland State Hospital 'bout six months ago?
Someone said they thought they spotted him around here. The
television's been runnin’ a picture of him every so often." "Well, I
rarely watch television. And
what with all the snow we've had and this bitter cold, I haven't seen anyone
around at all." "Probably
mistaken, that old biddy, Miss Hansen?
She's the one who called the station.
I think she imagines things. Well,
I best be off." "Thanks
for stopping by."
*** Deep in the woods,
about a quarter-of-a-mile from Mary's house, the large man waited, shivering
in the unbearable bitterness of winter in Maine.
The voice in his head was unrelenting.
Go to bed! Go to bed! Go to
bed! Go to bed! it screamed silently. His eyes glowed with rabid
anticipation. He had been
waiting for hours, his eyes upon the house.
Waiting for all of the lights of the house to go out, all signs of
life to stop, waiting with eagerness for his prey.
*** By the time Mary
climbed the creaky stairs up to her bedroom that night, she was exhausted.
It had taken her most of the afternoon to clean the old wood stove.
Then she had worked for hours on the needlepoint piece she was trying
to finish for Joyce's birthday next week.
As Mary climbed into bed, she wondered about Elsie. She hadn't seen
her all week. I'll
call her in the morning. Probably
down with the flu. She
propped herself up on the pillow and started to read, but sleep came before
the next chapter. *** Mary heard
the voice of her sentinel, the inner guard that rests in every human brain
between the nether world of cognitive awareness and sleeping, whispering to
her of windows broken and stairs creaking.
Probably the ghost,
she thought, starting to turn over. But
she saw, as if in a dream, a figure leaning over her bed. "Mary,"
the intruder said, in a voice that Mary vaguely recognized. "Put on
your red dress." "Who
are you?" She couldn't see
his face in the dark, but the night light in the hall picked up the glint of
steel that he held on his left side. She
prayed. I shall not fear the terror of the night...
"Put
on your red dress!" the intruder repeated, more urgently.
Who was this man? How did he know her name? Oh God! His hand grabbed
hers. She heard him humming a
remembered waltz in dull monotone. Mary
limped along with him, following his body gait.
She drew back in horror when he started swinging the ax back and
forth. Suddenly, they both heard every door and cabinet in the house
slamming. Opening and closing, faster and faster! She saw a whirling vortex of light in the room, spinning like
a tornado.
The ghost!
She felt some of the fear going out of her. He grunted,
confused by the eerie din, and she was able to shake her hand free from his
grasp. She ran out of the
room, down through the long hallway, holding on to the stair railing with
her left hand.
Please God help me!
Please let me get away! She
began to silently sob. But then his
breath was on the back of her neck. His
hand grabbed a handful of nightgown. Swiftly
he secured his left arm around her throat, forcing her eyes upward.
Mary saw his right hand above her, holding the ax.
And she saw him.
The nightlight picked up the glint of his eyes, shining with a rage
that had been there for centuries. Mary
saw him ready to strike the fatal blow, and waited for the fall of the ax.
Her last conscious thought -- I won't see my daughter graduate.
Far back in the canyons of her mind she heard a shot ring out.
She fell to the floor. His
body toppled over hers. Strong
hands were pushing the monster off her and lifting her head.
She felt a callused hand graze her cheek. "It's
okay, Mary. It's okay.
I'm here." Sheriff Foster.
It's Sheriff Foster, she thought, with such relief it was unbearable.
She threw her arms around him, sobbing. "I'm
here for you, Mary. She called
again, you see." "Huh?"
"Miss Hansen called again.
Said she saw him walkin’ through the woods towards your house.
Something in her voice made me believe.
I kept patrolling the area all night.
Didn't see him. Didn't
see anything. Then when I was
making my last turn around the neighborhood, I saw your door wide open and
shattered glass on your front steps." "I've
never been more happy to see anyone," she told him. "Let
me take a look at him. Make
sure he's dead." Sheriff Foster
rose and turned the body of the deceased over with his nightstick so he
could see his face. Mary turned
to look. "That's
him, all right. It's that
psycho, Jack Morris." Mary
stood up, pointing a shaking finger at the corpse. "No!
That's Elsie!" Contact the Author - kit4541@yahoo.com |
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